Nothing could keep her down, even in tough times she would find the way and the will to get through it! She was good to everyone she met, always helping and cooking…always cooking =D even today 12 years after she passed I still meet people that knew her and tells me how special she was, and indeed she was one special lady! She fought a tough fight against ovarian cancer, because of neglect of Dr’s refusing to do the tests she would ask for…she was a nurse back home and knew the simptoms, but in all I hold no grudge against any Dr. Because I know the Lord was incharge of everything. I guess he missed her so greatly that he could not withstand and had to take her home.
“Honour thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the Lord thy God giveth thee.” Exodos 20:5
Today I started a little bit different, I was driving and thinking and I constantly ask myself why are we so selfish that we only tend to care for things once they are gone, and it never seems like we learn right? it’s like we have the memory of a gold fish!
Why do we have to go through tough times to kinda get the picture that NO we cannot and were not made to live by ourselves with ourselves?!
I find that after I turned 34 I just don’t care, I will say whatever I like and whatever I don’t like it ( my husband says that my filter is broken lolsss) I have one life to live, why keep it in? why leave it for another day what I can say today?
“I Love you – I’m upset – I’m mad – I’m scared – I’m proud of you or simply I don’t give a care in the world!” why do we make these words so hard to say? And usually when we decide to say something…it’sjust too late! =/
I sure understand that for everything that you do and say will open up a door that sometimes you might not like it, but again, what good does it do to keep it to yourself? There’s always a way to say things and yes I know sometimes silence is just the best way. I’m not talking about hurting and insulting someone…sorry lolsss! I mean that we should take care of what’s important to us like our parents, our family our friends and in my case a whole lot of pets lolssss! How many chances goes by everyday to tell a loved one that we cared and we always leave it for tomorrow when tomorrow does not belong to us? I sure have left things unsaid and regret it and still regret ’til today =S.
I was taking a long shower yesterday after my hecktic day and a thought popped up to my mind…Have you stopped and gave a thought in all the bad/unfortunatelly things that has happened to you, and that it only happenned when you are about to say that you’re back on your feet completely. Do you know why? I know why, the Holy Spirit brought the answer to my heart that this happens so you can understand that you are Not in charge of anything in your life! You can’t control anything! Time doesn’t belong to you, everything is in God’s hand and He decides “what where and when!” and that made me think…WOW!
I’ve heard some people say that so famous sentence….”you’ll pay when you die”.( imagine that said with a dart vader voice)…I say You pay now, life has a way to teach us that we are not better than anybody. If you mistreat someone, don’t worry life will make you need that person again. So why spend time with a grudge or being sad at someone, Hate is a poison that only hurts the person that is angry no the one you are angry with! I think it’s ok for you to be mad at the moment, than we have to stop take a deep breath and move on! lolss not only because anger makes us fat….and honestly who wants to be fat lolssss!!
So, the lesson is that, time doesn’t come back let we not waste our precious time with non-sence, lets love and be beloved! Jump and praise for you are alive and well, there’s many that didn’t get to wake up today! Let’s not wait for a sad moment to define to us what was important, enjoy – laugh – cry and then laugh again!
“Let everything that has breath praise the Lord.” Psalm 150:6
Praise the Lord you made it today!!! =D
Have an awesome day!!!